So Personal

Too much going on.
How can we stay strong?
What's the meaning of this song
if you get the interpretation wrong?

Too much "he said, she said".
I think about it while laying in the bed.
Seeing them together makes me sick in the head.
I wish he loved me instead.

So confused from the past.
How long will this last?
Maybe I'm a step ahead and going too fast.
Maybe I have my hopes up too high for anyone to grasp.

Am I too hard on you?
I don't know what to do.
I'm too embarrassed to come to You.
Just help me through.

Oh, and how I love you.
Oh, and how I miss you.
Oh, and how I need You.
Oh, and how bad I want you.

So personal,
so personal.
I'm trying to be careful
not to blow my cover.
Cause you don't want to know what's up under.

Keeping It Together

Try hard as we might.
Try not to start a fight
cause I can't control myself.

Lost in a confusing light.
Just one slash of a knife
can be my source of harm or help.

Keeping it together
can be one of the hardest things to do
When we're together,
whenever I'm with you.
My little piece of heaven
has fallen through.
Oh,oh,oh,oh
Just keeping it together
has no chance of being soon.

Try hard as hell.
Try not to fail.
I can only do what I can.

But my mind is a boat without a sail.
I've gone crazy, can't you tell?
Tell me, do you understand?

I think I'm gonna go crazy (one of these days).
I think I'm gonna go crazy (totally insane).
I think I'm gonna go crazy (lost forever).
I think I'm gonna go crazy (tryna keep it together)!