Road Kill

I start out with one foot in the door.
I'm ready to leave
and I don't want to see you anymore,
if you can believe.

I scream out loud,
hoping someone will hear me
Cause you've held me down
long enough to kill me.

And I'm surprised
you've given me time
for a few last words.
I want to break out and be free like a bird.

But I've flown down.
It was too late for me to turn around.
And I never fel to realize it until
the car came speeding still.
And now I'm road kill.
Your love feels like road kill.

I wish I could turn back time
to help myself.
Maybe to save my life
and be my own help
and maybe end up with someone else.

But here I am
I feel like crap
and I'm trapped
Cause you've loved me so long like that.

So tell me what you want me to say.
I'll say,
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"

I Always Lose

So many letters written
but no response.
I'm tired of giving.
Let's keep moving on.

Cause no matter what I do
I can't get over you,
but the best thing to do
is try to make it through.

Everyday
I feel like giving up.
I don't want to get up
and face my doom.
Every night
when the world is hushed up.
And I feel out of luck
Cause I always lose.

So many days go by
and I've only progressed so far
And, please don't ask for the reason why
Cause I think I've known it from the start.

Cause no matter what I say
I can't get over the fact
that everything is okay
except what I lack.

So many people have someone
but I'm not one.
Love's no fun
when you can't turn around and see a face shine like the sun
Cause everyday I feel like giving up.